So like with my "leaving of facebook" some of you knew about, i've decided not to leave deviant art either. I know too many people on here and this is my only form of contact with some friends (M-dot for example, and others like Jaynita!) But i'm continuing to remove my old art work to make room for new stuff. Yet it will be a while before all of it is down, i'm wondering if i should just move them into scraps or something (is that easier than just deleting?) My pixels kills and signature making skills are getting tons better so I'd like to show those off and get some CnC on 'em when I start posting art work.
So what's the real life update on me?
I'm the new president of W.A.R. (formerly Women Against Rape, now World Against Rape) and recently pulled in more than double our membership from last year. My spiritual growth although still moving forward on the path of Native American Spirituality has lead me back to the non-denom church I used to attend. School and Work started up a couple weeks ago. Friday i attended my first pep-rally in 6 years! with my friend who i graduated with, she's now a biology teacher at our old high school, our old basketball coach is a new A.P. its all kinda weird, but weirder yet that we attended yet another pep rally XD lol This past week I haven't been home at all

I just got back today helping out a friend in need. And in the last 4 months or so I've hit a downward spiral for a while and i'm looking around wondering when its going to come up again. In just the last couple of weeks I've come to realize a lot of stuff, even more so when suppressed memories came to the surface. I'm returning to therapy this time on the college campus, *crossing fingers* hoping it turns out better than the others.
It was actually Harper and my english professor this year that helped me start thinking about therapy again. Considering i haven't had much luck in the past I didn't really want to give it ago. But with all the recent shit that's come to light its time I try it again, cuz I actually had a break down wednesday before starting the campaigning for new members of WAR... not the best time to have a break down huh? yeah my thoughts too. I almost had another one friday at work, let me tell you high school kids are brutal when you have a break down whether they were the cause or not, so again not the best time to freak out.
On the plus side of things I'm taking 2 upper level courses at college this year and i'm considered a jr. (with 3 more years left) and I love my Eng. class cuz its more like a workshop! hooray for more writing! i have an excuse to be distracted in class now! yay! and the other good news? I'm finally home after helping a friend for the last week so being home = good.
Oh yeah hey I actually was going to have a social life this summer... it didn't happen though, i got stood up. After my great friends moved around our own movie night plans for me.... yeah guys they're great when they are drunk, or focusing on other girls aren't they?
lol Autumn and I had a great laugh last night the laughter ensued for hours over the fact that we figured out the reason I can't get a guy is because my "perfect" guy is already me XD yeah i know its weird but seriously the things I want a guy to do for me I already do, so there's really no work for him to do. XD So how does one go about fixing this situation? lol