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Extravagance...1434, was a pet phrase that Wendy came up with,
behind how we felt, knowing each other. I really hope that one day I could see her again and tell her that I still love her. But...
by Saturday, I will remove this profile.
I do not think that I should continue on such an impulse as
this, in trying to find Wendy. When I broke things off, from our marriage preposal 4 years ago. Especially, when I proposed to a girl that was going on dates set up by her parents, during our proposal. It's just I have been so confused since I left her. Did she even love me? And, why would she be such an infidel, when months before I proposed to her, I was trying to break things off with her.
But, if you could, pass this on: impassingby@gmail.com.Ask her to get in touch with me, please...
Like I say: Saturday...I will not bother you again.

I just got off the phone with Wendy, with Alexy being just over a year old all of her focus is on raising her and forming a better life for the two. Honestly she's not ready to pursue a

for get that last message i posted too early XD lol

she's not looking, Alexy is first and foremost in her life and she's focused on creating a better life for her and her daughter.

That's alright she never loved me anyways...thanks for the update...now, I wish I could take my post off of this sight. for real.

she did love you once, but as with many you broke that trust, inorder for there to be love there must be trust.

What are you talking about trust? I didn't even try to compromise the fact that she was a Virgin (and, I could have), just in the order that I knew that we were not going to be together. I even tried to break it off with her, before the proposal even happened, and she said I don't want you to ever leave me.Blah, Blah Blah... So, stupid me stayed with her, like a dumb ass.
On another note, She can sleep with someone so trust worthy to not wrap it up, and knock her up. Then not be there for her.
She did not care about me Extravagance. She was not in love with me. She was in love with the idea of me loving her.
Hell, she was going on dates behind my back, After I proposed to her (set up by her parents). Then when confronted about it...she could not be certain if she really didn't want to date other people.
Talk about a boost to my self esteem...Huh! Did I fuck up, I should have told her to fuck off then.
Either way, besides that, I am a tarot card reader, and she had asked me a very simple question that I had an (a read) answer too.
Will, we be together forever? I said no Wendy. Someone is going to break us up.
She even stated no one is going to break us up, I won't let them break us up, or even you.
By and by, It so happened to be her verbally abusive parents, that made that fate for me to break it off. Not to mention, her infidelities, against me. Let's see her deny it...
Also by the way, Trust means this...in a pendant that took me 4 days to make, I stupidly gave to her...I told her to keep it out of sight because of my fear that her parents would throw it away. I trusted her to do so. She didn't. It got thrown away.
That was mine....So, out of my anger, her bible she lent me took a permanent swim.
I spent thousands of dollars on her, from phone calls, and bus rides, to keep our relationship alive. With barely any funds to be had.
Now, what do you call trust?
I loved her that much back then....
I did what ever I could with my means at the time, to be there for her. Being that,I was on probation at the time for a DWI charge. I couldn't see her...
I didn't have the means to see her. Her parent would not let me see her. Especially, if she didn't finish her parents laundry (and, sister's)
Either way: (Now in the present)
I love her...yes, but I do not want her back (So, do not think that of me, even though it does indeed appear that I want to rekindle the false pretenses of the past relationship we had)...In fact I am talking to a girl, that knows about me trying to contact her, under my loss of her (and, even though she is not totally sure in why, I'm trying to contact Wendy. She trusts me.)
Now to the present, I tracked her down finally here...Just to get in touch with her. That's pretty much it (and, now I can't get off this fucking sight, and I did indeed make a mistake, tracking down someone that I thought would have liked to talk sometime, as friends, and not as we were before.
But, I see that she doesn't even want that from me! So, cool....fuck it.)
I won't log into this sight again. Considering these administrators here ,have a back log miles long, behind removing profiles. So, I evidently can't get off of here.
Well, you got my e-mail address from previous comment that I had left. So, you may feel free to e me at anytime.
Good luck to you Extravagance.