The hearing didn't go through, there's an arrest warrant out for him for failure to show... his bail has been revoked. and now i have to go through this dang circle of hoops all over again... ugh honestly i've done a pretty good job of keeping myself together today i let one tear fall in geography class because i didn't even realize i had started to cry but i sucked it up and stuck out the day on campus did my home work with Aeire, and went to my scout meeting. been home since 8 and still haven't cried but i feel the need to... They knew he was a flight risk and yet nothing was done to prevent it, his bail was set too low and he had no connections to our community so why the fuck did they let him go like that? I don't understand!

I was so close to having the freedom of independence to walk outside on my own again and now since we have no idea where the fuck he went if he's still here, houston, or mexico I cannot walk by myself to my classes although each one is next to the other... if i can't find a group of trusted people to walk with me then I have to call the campus escort service provided by the ROTC and the UPD there have been 9 reports of sexual assault on campus so far this semester one of which happened just last week which scares the hell out of everyone! So no there's more worry and stress added on to life...